Bad Luck Betty

You guys, I have had the freaking worst luck in the world lately.

Everything keeps going wrong. 

Even when I think that nothing else could go wrong, 

something always does.

Let me explain.

First, the day after I went home foe Christmas Break, the bathroom upstairs was leaking leaving the panels on my ceiling soaked and it finally caved. 

Yes it was a small piece compared to the entirety of the ceiling.

But it is indeed still broken.

Then I was really, just not excited to be coming back to school.

I don't know, and I still don't.

But it was really weird since I really do love Logan and my roommates and everything.

I just wasn't feeling it.

Then on the way back, my car dies on the side of the freeway.

It was towed and sent to a repair shop and we later found out that it wasn't fixable,

leaving me with no car.

Normally that wouldn't be a problem.

But when I was told I had to get a job to pay my rent and stay in school,

not having a car is making that really hard.

Then Monday night, after FHE (I would like to say that I finally went to FHE this year, and that is the right thing right?) I was going to pee and when my roommate who loves the bathroom...

knocked on the door scared me and my phone fell out of my pocket into the toilet.

It was in there for maybe 2 seconds before I freaked out.

It is still currently sitting in a bad of rice. 

A big part of me wants to say it's okay because I don't know what I will do without a phone but there is an 85% chance that it is a goner. 

But we will wait and see I guess.

Then not 5 minutes after that, a filling on one of my teeth broke. 

Yes, basically my tooth fell out.

Just out of nowhere.

I have no idea.

Then the next morning, I didn't get to talk to my sister when she flew out to Texas. She called home and we had made arrangements for her to call me on another phone but it never happened.
I'm pretty bitter about that.

Then after that little things kept happening to ruin my day.

Like losing my looming tools in my room making it impossible to make a warm scarf since it has been in the negatives in Logan all week. I left my gloves in my class- I did get those back after tromping through freezing campus for a while. Just dumb little things.

I feel like I'm doing the right things, I got a calling in church which I happily accepted, I went to FHE, I went to the temple, I just don't know what the deal is.

This is when I miss my friends the most. 

I want someone to talk to.

To vent.

To just get things off my chest.

I've had some looming questions in my head this week as everything is going wrong, that maybe I'm not supposed to be here. 

That it's pushing me away.

I hate that.

I really do love Logan, I love college, I love my roommates and the friends that are here. 

But it doesn't feel the same lately. 

We'll see what happens.

Maybe nothing.

But hopefully my luck changes soon.

I'm going to need that.

End rant.