I'm back people. Back in Logan. Home Sweet Home.
I was so excited to come back, I screamed and did a happy dance as soon as I saw exit 362- Logan yesterday.
Then I gave myself a really big headache in my excitement and I felt like crap but that went away today.
I'm making some goals for this semester and things I want to accomplish. People are going to make fun of me but I think I want to now. Not just talk about it.
I'm going to go out and meet people. Without judging and without any expectations.
Oh! Big News. I'm officially roommate-less. Jenna had to move home this semester at the last minute and I have the room to myself. It's weird. I don't know what to do with it yet. :) But I'm sad she's not going to be here but this means I'm definitely going to need to meet some new best friends. I'm starting with my roommates. I love them to death. It's been great to be back and get to spend time with them again. I love them all. I really do.
I'm going to exercise. I'm taking a Pilates class and I'm going to go running. I'm going to buy cute colorful Nike's and use them to go running, get fit and muscle-y.
I'm going to try new foods. I know people. Now don't get too excited. I'm not going to be too daring but I'm going to be willing. I'm going to learn how to eat healthy and on a budget.
I'm going to start looking for a job in Logan. A good one that I can keep throughout my schooling. So no more babysitting and stupid high school kids jobs. I want a real job. I want to feel useful.
Then I can stay here through the summer and love it.
I'm going to be good at studying and school. I'm staying on top of my 17 credits.
I'm going to be more spiritual. It's time. I found that out today when one of my roommates was an answer to my prayers. I get it. I'm going to learn from her example. This one will be harder but I'm determined.
I'm going to make decision. Do I audition in February for the Music school? I've always wanted to do it but am I really qualified? I can sing and I enjoy playing the piano in a sad, pathetic way but do I want this to be a career? I don't know. I'm really scared about it. But what else do I do? I need to decide that.
I need to decide a lot of things. And this semester I'm going to do it. My roommate told me if I'm questioning anything, not-knowing for sure, continually asking, then it's the wrong thing. I'm going to think about that.
I'm going to not be so boring and reflective in my blog anymore. I can't wait until I have fun stuff to do and funny stories to tell again.
Here's to a new semester. I'm excited. I feel like it's my first day of Jr. High again. weird.
How did you blog twice without me knowing?
ReplyDeleteAny chance I can become the person you talk to now? Cuz you're REEEAALLLY good at this vague-blogging thing! :)
I'm a freak blogger. You know that. And I've had a lot of free time.
ReplyDeleteVague blogging is my day job. Along with gaining weight and getting embarrassed. I'm a busy women if you didn't know.