Friday, March 30, 2012

F word

Failure. Guys, I'm failing at school. This is a new concept for me and I don't like it. I've always gotten by in school pretty easily getting A's and B's and I was more than happy with that. But College. Something happened. I think it may be my lack of motivation and my new found love for freedom. Aka no curfew. Aka No sleep.
Last semester, I signed up for classes not really thinking about it so I took a lot of classes that I didn't care about. In fact, I didn't care about any of them. That is also when I discovered that you didn't have to go to school and no body cared. So that no sleep thing seemed to not be a problem. Then the last two weeks of the semester came and I freaked out. I had D's in 2 of my classes and the only way to bump up those grades? The final. To make matters worse, I had failed basically every test I had previously taken. So I turned into a study bug and by some miracle I got C's and got credit and passed all my classes. However, that was the first time I'd received lower than a B. Crap.

Anyway, So this semester, I took classes that I would enjoy or could possibly learn to enjoy but I'm slowly getting back into this failing rut.

I forgot to take the last two quizzes in my Music class and there is no way to make that up.
I do not do well when I'm not given a due date or a reminder. I'm fine if it is announced but when they are not, they I don't think about it. So crap. I missed out on 47 easy points.

I just took a Math test and understood maybe 30% of it. Seriously. I know I'm awful at math. Like, the worst but most of the time I can remember things for a test. That was not the case. I am screwed. I can't wait for the semester to be over so I can have a Math break.

Because I am not doing well in my Music class I had to stay in Logan for the weekend to go to a Performance to try and get as many points as possible. Now this isn't really an awful thing but I really am sick of having no personal space and roommates that never stop. Now not all of them do that and I love my roommates to death but there are a few that I cannot handle for the entire weekend, but I have to. Let's hope we both live...

So anyway, college is hard and I am not good at studying and really am just ready for a break. That is all.

4. more. weeks.....

                         fail

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