2013 and Me

As I think about this upcoming New Year, 

I can't help but think about how lonely it could be.

Most, if not all of my close friends will be gone, 

All of this year.

This will be the year that I don't see any of my friends. (Besides the ones that are leaving in 2013 but all of those are before April.)

But still.

I won't see my best friends this year.

At All.

That is just a lonely thought.

So, I'm taking 2013.

I'm dedicating it to me.

It will be my year.

I will do the things I've always wanted to do.

I will take chances.

I will take risks.

I will work hard.

I will take me time.

I won't worry as much.

I will appreciate the small things.

I will discover new talents.

I will take adventures.

I will meet new people.

I will let myself be free.

I feel the pressure of this year mounting, as I get further along in school, in age (I will be 20 in a month! Ah!),  and since all my friends have their lives figured out since they all conveniently are going on a mission or getting married, I will figure out what I want.

I am going to remind myself that it is okay to stay home and just be with you.

I will learn to use my time wisely so I can be productive with free time.

I will challenge myself .

I will do things I've never done.

Why not?

And Why not now?

 

Yes, lets.